She is..........

She is strong because she knows what its like to be weak, she is strong willed, and she keeps her guard up because she knows what its like to cry herself to sleep at night. She feels so helpless yet shes always helping... She feels so alone yet everyone is around her. She wants to remain silent yet she has so many words. She feels fearless yet she remains scared, she feels crazy yet shes calm. She feels like shes fading yet shes always bright, she feels broken but shes altogether. but she doesn't know who she is, why? why doesn't she know who she is? There is no one who can help her figure it out. shes all on her own for this mission that seems impossible.